Well I am having one of those really bad days where I just want to hide under the covers. I dont want to talk to anyone or deal with anything. Have you ever had one of those? Or am I freak of nature? I guess it goes along with the depression I have struggled with for, well all my life. Reinventing yourself is hard work. I know tomorrow I will be back on track. But today is just one of those days. Im loosing weight feeling better everyday and then this happens. Well when my transformation is complete I refuse to have another day like today. My Mom is like a superwoman at 66 she never stops moving and seems to never have a day like today and her invaluable advice is "just push yoursef" Well that is so easy to say when your superwoman and never been depressed a day in your life but when your me, Not So much!
So I guess I will crawl under the covers, turn off my phones, put on a sad movie and wallow in it. But tomorrow I will get up and do the things I have to do to make myself happy.
I guess everyone needs a day sometimes right? Or am I completely wrong about this and should I force myself to get up and do the dumb things I gotta do?
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